I know it’s really tacky to talk about this but since my tumblr is “mostly” anonymous, I’m going to say it anyway.
I just spent way too much money on swimsuits and stuff for our vacation in Cabo. And at each and every place, the sales people were the biggest phonies I’ve ever encountered.
As in, they kept one particular store open an hour late for me while I tried stuff on. But wait, you might be saying, that’s actually really nice of them to do. Well yeah it is, but they also complimented me with each and every thing I tried on (even if it actually looked horrible), and laughed really loudly at anything they thought was a “joke”. That’s what I would call being a kiss ass.
I just keep thinking about how when I was heavier and didnt really spend that much money on clothes, and how salespeople would treat me pretty much like I didn’t exist or with disdain.
I’ve always been the same person, no matter how much I weighed at any point in my life.
I have to say, I am pretty disgusted that there is such a huge difference in the way that I am treated now that I am at a weight that is considered “acceptable” according to “them”.
I am really looking forward to the day when a woman’s looks no longer determine her perceived worth as a human being. But now I am feeling like a hypocrite because if I really believed that, why would I buy a whole new wardrobe? What a sick little cycle.
oh sweet jesus
oh sour jesus
oh BBQ jesus
oh cool ranch jesus
oh doritos locos tacos jesus
I just feel like, yknow, reposts like this are exactly why I follow you.
I woke up, did 45 minutes on the bike. Two loads of laundry, one load of dishes, picked up the living room and kitchen, made breakfast, painted my nails.. and had to slam my coffee because I forgot I made it.
I deserve a do-over.
I woke up at 11 and watched Mad Men for three hours.